Its All The Same

So, today was my last final and the summer is upon us. It’s always an good and bad thing for me, I guess because I always get nervous for a different schedule, places etc. I guess I am creature of habit but I would like to believe that I am getting better at it. I think I may have figure out at least then upcoming month. Get my shit together and do the stuff I keep putting off, like cleaning my room, and I mean clean my room, look for scholarships, internships, hang out with friends, rest, help my mom redo the dining room. And hopefully by the end of the month I will be dying to get out of my house and get a job, I usually have to be doing something, and in my house there is usually not that much to do. The only thing that scares me about getting a job besides the environment change is being away from my family, were really close even though we fight and if I would at night or the weekends I won’t see them that much, and that scares me.

But I’ve reached a point where I do truly want to getting moving on my life I know I am young but I feel like I’ve kind of been in the same place for a while. It strange I feel as though I have been through things people don’t experience till their like 30 but I haven’t experienced things that other experience at my age. Oh well, this is how I’ve always been I guess that’s from having older siblings, and being able to talk to anyone regardless of their age, sex, color etc. I’ll take that as a good thing. But any whoo things really are starting to be a ramble and I guess I should share something I started to write in the past week; It’s only part still working on the rest.

Expectations bring us every which way
step by step
word by word
Life of life
Love of Hate
Its all the same

We are one
standing strong
no matter what
well battle for our rights
never gonna take us down
never will you succeed
never will we give in
even if it takes forever